thnx for everything dearest..

bende yg slama nie aku sangkakan akan terjadi akhirnya jadi jugak....dearest has walk out of my life...thnx to him...

since dat confession...he seems to MIA n since dat i suspect sumting is not rite....i dont xpect him to reciprocate my feelings but atleast dont giv me false hopes...i juz hate liars~!! i have misjudge sumone again...

he called me on 19mar @ 0912hrs to accuse me sumting i didnt do n dat is telling all ppl arnd me dat im attached to him...for god sake i didnt even do dat...i admit dat i do blog bout me liking him but not to d extend till tellin evryone dat we attached already...i did make a confession to him but i didnt get any ans so i juz kip a hush2 bout it like wat he wants it to be...dahlah tuduh me mcm2...he also told me dat he's seeing sumone,attached to sumone n ask me not to bother callin or msgin him anymore coz he'll be cancellin his num to prove his luv for his gf.

i was like WTF...y are u accusin me of sumting i didnt do...n y u lied to me wen i make a confession to u...for my whole life i never confess to anyone dat i luv dat sumone so much...but wen i did...i was treated tis way...wat a luck...summore i confess to him on feb29!!!! argh!!!!!!!! maybe another leap year den i can confess again kot...actually i dont hope much frm dat confession coz i noe my limit...he is good looking but im not...im big fat n ugly...but atleast..if he didnt like me or juz treat me as a fren...juz tell me d truth...theres no nid for him to giv me false hope...n make me hopin for him to be mine...how stupid n naive of me...

oh god...y muz i be the one to face all this hurdles...pelihara lah diriku dari kejahilan dunia ya allah...moga segera aku dilepaskan dari belenggu ini ya allah sesungguhnya engkau maha adil dan mengetahui...