~♥~missin my dearest~♥~

7 march is dearest bday....wish him kindda late thou coz i've been sleepin the whole day due to my flu n dizziness...he called me earlier wen i was talkin to my aunt regardin work matters...but wen i tried to call him back...tak angkat plak...haiz...napa seh...i tot he was ok already coz lately he got no mood to talk coz bz n pissed off wif his werk...n i ask him to contact me wen he's ok...so wen i received his call..i assume dat he's ok oreadi but ntah lah...susah nak ckp ah...eventhou im unpredictable kindda person...but he's more n very unpredictable coz i hardly can predict him...sumtime he's sooo luving n caring n sumtime he cAN juz ignored me...n dats wat i hate most!being ignored by him...haiz....actually...after confessin to him on 29/02/2008...




my conscience is kindda clear...but not rite now...im juz confuse...i wont force him to accept me coz i noe my limit n standard...he's tall handsome n gd luking but me..im juz a plain jane...da mcm enggang dan pipit...if he cant reciprocate it..its ok...we juz be frenz...coz dats wat i cherish most....but...ntah lah...rite now im being ignored so i dont noe wats the outcome...his rply to me was we kip it a hush2 for now...im ok wif it...but ntah lah...i always feel restless wenever i didnt receive his smses or calls...i juz miss him alot!!!!