thnx for everything dearest..

bende yg slama nie aku sangkakan akan terjadi akhirnya jadi jugak....dearest has walk out of my life...thnx to him...

since dat confession...he seems to MIA n since dat i suspect sumting is not rite....i dont xpect him to reciprocate my feelings but atleast dont giv me false hopes...i juz hate liars~!! i have misjudge sumone again...

he called me on 19mar @ 0912hrs to accuse me sumting i didnt do n dat is telling all ppl arnd me dat im attached to him...for god sake i didnt even do dat...i admit dat i do blog bout me liking him but not to d extend till tellin evryone dat we attached already...i did make a confession to him but i didnt get any ans so i juz kip a hush2 bout it like wat he wants it to be...dahlah tuduh me mcm2...he also told me dat he's seeing sumone,attached to sumone n ask me not to bother callin or msgin him anymore coz he'll be cancellin his num to prove his luv for his gf.

i was like WTF...y are u accusin me of sumting i didnt do...n y u lied to me wen i make a confession to u...for my whole life i never confess to anyone dat i luv dat sumone so much...but wen i did...i was treated tis way...wat a luck...summore i confess to him on feb29!!!! argh!!!!!!!! maybe another leap year den i can confess again kot...actually i dont hope much frm dat confession coz i noe my limit...he is good looking but im not...im big fat n ugly...but atleast..if he didnt like me or juz treat me as a fren...juz tell me d truth...theres no nid for him to giv me false hope...n make me hopin for him to be mine...how stupid n naive of me...

oh god...y muz i be the one to face all this hurdles...pelihara lah diriku dari kejahilan dunia ya allah...moga segera aku dilepaskan dari belenggu ini ya allah sesungguhnya engkau maha adil dan mengetahui...

HATE

HATE DAT I LUV U SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!

~♥~missin my dearest~♥~

7 march is dearest bday....wish him kindda late thou coz i've been sleepin the whole day due to my flu n dizziness...he called me earlier wen i was talkin to my aunt regardin work matters...but wen i tried to call him back...tak angkat plak...haiz...napa seh...i tot he was ok already coz lately he got no mood to talk coz bz n pissed off wif his werk...n i ask him to contact me wen he's ok...so wen i received his call..i assume dat he's ok oreadi but ntah lah...susah nak ckp ah...eventhou im unpredictable kindda person...but he's more n very unpredictable coz i hardly can predict him...sumtime he's sooo luving n caring n sumtime he cAN juz ignored me...n dats wat i hate most!being ignored by him...haiz....actually...after confessin to him on 29/02/2008...




my conscience is kindda clear...but not rite now...im juz confuse...i wont force him to accept me coz i noe my limit n standard...he's tall handsome n gd luking but me..im juz a plain jane...da mcm enggang dan pipit...if he cant reciprocate it..its ok...we juz be frenz...coz dats wat i cherish most....but...ntah lah...rite now im being ignored so i dont noe wats the outcome...his rply to me was we kip it a hush2 for now...im ok wif it...but ntah lah...i always feel restless wenever i didnt receive his smses or calls...i juz miss him alot!!!!

~♠~ 7 Deadly Sins ~♠~

1- VANITY

excessive pride in one's appearance, qualities, abilities, achievements etc.; character or quality of being vain; conceit

2- SLOTH

habitual disinclination to exertion; indolence; laziness.

3- ENVY

a feeling of discontent or covetousness with regard to another's advantages, success, possessions, etc.

4- AVARICE

extreme greed for material wealth

5- GLUTTONY

habitual eating to excess

6- LUST

intense sexual desire or appetite

7- WRATH

vengeance or punishment as the consequence of anger.


source from-"The Workbook of The 7 Deadly Sins"


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