thnx 4 luvin me....

tis is dedicated to him...whom now i treat as a bro n a gd fren.....

u came into my life soon after i get to noe evry1 in the grp....u r kindda jiwa kwn...its good...but wen u ask me to be ur someone...im shocked...its like u dont even know me inside out den u want to be wif me....i admit dat i do like u but to be wif u dat tym its still too early...i did ask u to wait if u really luv me...u said u will.wen i join in d 2nd outing to dat ghosthunting trip i admit dat i been kindda moody rite after d trip...im sory dat u pon terkene tempias my sikap yg tgh moody dat tym...den i noe dat u were angry as u tros tak layan i...i kindda feel guilty but u noe dat luv cant be force kan...wen came to dat person bday...i was shocked dat u kip going here n dere wif her...im ok wif it coz its ur life...u r d one who choose it...he ever ask wether im jealous bout u n her or not...seriously im not but in my mind i was like thinking...sekejapnyer cinta u da beralih arah...???WTH seh...but im ok wif it coz i noe dat maybe u found sum1...its fine wif me...as i never promise u anyting....

den once again the prob arise....after u read my blog bout him...it seems dat u kindda jealous wat happen betwin us...

u kip on asking me y its hard for me to accept u rite...
my ans will be....its not hard but its juz dat its tooooo early for us to get committed...get to noe each other first my darl b4 u wanna spend ur days wif sum1 whom u r proud to call GF!!!

u tell me dat u only luv me rite....
my ans...its kindda bullshit u noe dat!if u only luv me u wont be wif her...

now my advise to u is dat.....
since u n her r together....dont play out wif her feelings...she luvs u my dear...treat her nicely....since u ade tu niat nak get married to her...den learn to be a good hubby n a good daddy....i wish u all the best...seeing u happy wif her will make me happy too....thanx for luvin me my dear...


===++DISCLAIMER++===
to those who dont really noe wats happening betwin me and tis person mention in here...juz ignore it ok.. its all in d past...for now we r only fren..im sory if tis blog cause hatred or watever shitty feelings im sory ok...juz pouring out wat is being kept in my heart...wa da tknk simpan masaalah lagik lah....fed up tau...fening!!!!!