pls get outta ma lyf....

seandainya dpt ku putarkan masa....akan ku hentikan nye dr bergerak....ku ingin berada dlm waktu itu saja....alangkah bahagia nya aku di saat itu....mungkin aku buta...atau kurang pernilaian...sesungguhnya cinta itu buta dan boleh membutakn org yg bercinta.....


pertama kali ku berjumpa dgn nya...mata bertentang mata(hehehehe....da mcm citer industan plak)aku tak tau knaper aku feel tu mcm ah...but i juz ignore dat feeling....den thru d upcuming meet up too i feel dat way but i juz ignore dat feeling....until to the mit up lately for his bday....i dunno y...he's so weird dat day....maybe he had drink too much or....i dunno....after the cake cutting @ mamak...we went for karaoke @ party world...having so much fun...at bout 4 after karaoke,kiter decide to go makan at mamak again....me and him walk 1st...we didnt wait for d others....wen we walk past heeran...i did ask him is he ok??den he say..."if im not ok naper u taknk hold my hand??" i was like...huh...ok juz hold hands nutin wrong per....den we walk as we talk...suddenly he came up the topic bout us...he say dat he noes dat i like him since d 1st mit up...i was like shock seh....den he ask me to confess....k fine...for the very 1st tym in my life aku confess kat sum1 yg aku tol2 suker kat dia...den he ask y him....i juz say dat "i juz like u d way u r...i dont care of ur status and age...since u ask me to confess den i've said my side of story...but dont u worry...i wont force u in this...." den i ask him to confess anyting dat he wanna say....he say "i oso like u but giv me sumtime coz i nid to settle lots of probs..." den d ting dat i dont xpect to happen is dat...he kish me on my lips....i was like....WTF sia.....giler per dekni....aku da mcm nak ketawa pon ade but tgk muka dia serious ku pon tak jadik nak ketawa....at 1st i was happy but in a split second aku change akunyer mind seh....i tink back...dgn gal lain dia leh kish n pelok sana sini....ape lagik ngan aku nie yg jauh lebih muda dr dia....haiz....kindda weird dat nite but im happy....wen @ mamak...he was like nak blang evrybody per...aku da tkut org spot seh...but dia sardin jek....so aku pon layankan je lah coz aku tot da mabuk....so d next day wen aku online...i ask him dia he noes wat he say last nyte....he juz say dat "im sory but let leave it to time n fate..."so i was like ok lah since ko da ckp gitu aku ok jek ah.....


after dat incident aku admit kiter makin rapat....n i kindda feel jeles biler dia selit pat pompan lain....but after d incident pat chalet aku....i say i promise myself to ignore him n juz treat him as a bro jek....

tym kat chalet aku...tat is wen i feel totally upset sak....dia menyelit pat si brand esbok tu....menyirap darah aku....nasib baik tym dorg go 7-11 aku tak ikot...coz ayie dtg...ku citer pat ayie den aku plak kene marah...pe seh....haiz....from now on ku rasa ku tkkn get committed easily....aku tak pernah rasa upset terok nie mcm....im moving on now....im happy for him to found a new target....let him be...

wat goes arnd cums arnd.....