luv is in the air!!!!!!!!!

i luvvvvvvvvvvvvv him soooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!
he's my one n only Ermie Suhermie...
my heart n soul...
the love of my life...
may ALLAH bless our relationship....
amin.....

Never Be Replaced..

Emi....
let d lyric do d talking honey....







Baby I love you , and I'll never let you go,
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know.
All the love we made , can never be erased.
And I promise you that you will never be replaced.

Baby I love you , and I'll never let you go,
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know.
The love we made , can never be erased.
And I promise you that you will never be replaced.

I love you,
Yes I do.
I'll be with you as long as you want me to.
Until, the end , of time.

From the day I met you
I knew we'll be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you
And I wanna have your kids
Thinkin never compares to the feeling of your kisses,
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
You make me thank god that I live my life everyday
There's never been a doubt
In my mind
That I regret ever having you by my side
But if the day comes that
I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know
Enjoyed everyday that I spent with you
And I will miss you cuz I'm happy that I had you at all

Baby i love you , and I'll never let you go,
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know,
All the love we made , can never be erased ,
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

Baby i love you ,) and I'll never let you go ,
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know ,
The love we made , can never be erased ,
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you,
Yes I do
I'll be with you
As long as you want me to
until , the end , of time

Mimpi Manis

seraut wajah tampan sangat mempesona
mimpiku, mimpi-mimpi manis
di balik pintu hati tersimpan rinduku
mimpiku, mimpi-mimpi manis
matamu bak panah asmara
bibirmu bak telaga madu, aduhai

* stop, engkau mencuri hatiku, hatiku

stop, engkau mencuri hatiku
mimpiku, mimpi-mimpi manis
stop, engkau mencuri hatiku, hatiku
stop, engkau mencuri hatiku

mimpiku, mimpi-mimpi manis
mimpiku, mimpi-mimpi manis
tutur bahasamu yg penuh kata-kata manja
bisik-bisik cinta menyentuh hatiku

tak mungkin dapat kulupakan
di dalam dunia hanyalah engkau yang ku cinta
engkaulah jiwaku, engkaulah nafasku
menjadi pendamping hidupku
bak serumpun sumpah janji berdua

bak sekata kita saling setia
bak serumpun sumpah janji berdua
bak sekata kita saling setia

repeat *

mimpiku, mimpi-mimpi manis
mimpiku, mimpi-mimpi manis

Y???

y must i kip sufferin after im happy for awhile??i do like him n comfortable wif him but i dunno y we r driftin apart...he kept silent...hmmm...since he kippin silent i tend to miss him...wen i saw him dat day we didnt talk at all...i dunno y...dunno wats d reason for him not talkin to me...wat have i done??im confused...

===============================================================================================================

Emi wants to cum back to me...for me,i really luv him n cant live w/o him...we have confess wif each other...i dunno y must he said dat i'll regret being wif him...i really luv him...but wat i find out really hurt me thou...but dats all in the past...if he's willing to change his behaviour n his flirty character...by all means im willing to accept him back in my life...i really luv him soo much dat i cried wen he called me again....was soo happy...i juz hope n pray dat he really meant wat he say n prove to me dat he can take care of me n luv me wholeheartedly....

p/s:the above mention story dat doesnt have any names is not bout emi....let his name be kept as my life secrets....

ku ukir namamu

Ku terpaut sejak pertemuan itu
Hatiku berkata ingin mengenali mu
Setiap malam wajahmu terbayang
Disaksikan sinaran bulan

Titisan hujan bagaikan harapanku
Tinggi langit tak mungkinkan tercapai
Tinggi gunung jadi penghalang
Hasratku oh sayang

( korus )
Lautan api
Sudah pun kurenangi
Kuukirkan namamu

Di hati yang jadi pujaanku

Gerbang kebahagian terpancar indah
Tapi hanya dengan sekelip mata
Sekeping hati yang sudah berpunya
Pergi dan takan kembali

Saat Hilang Cintamu......

Mulanya sukar untuk ku tempuh
Tapi terpaksa ku buat sejak kau tiada
Sendirian ku tahankan duka ku
Kepayahan memadam rindu
Selama ini aku meyakini
Kau bahagia dengan insan yang kau sanjungi
Namun ternyata salah dugaan ku
Dengar khabarmu yang pilu

Kini engkau menyesali
Dan ubati luka mu sendiri
Pengorbanan mu menjadi debu
Dipersenda kasih mu...
Pasti kau sudah rasai...
Keperihan hati yang ku tanggungi
Walau tidak pernah ku meminta
Kau di balas begitu ...
Semua ini telah ku harungi
Kepahitan rasa bukan untuk selamanya
Kesabaran menguatkan jiwa ku
Demi meyambung hidup ke akhir waktu

.................

dat mudder fuckin biatch bitch bout me in her blog again today.....

link---

http://anakmelayu.com/blogs/blog.php?id=79178

am in luv again!!!!wakakaka

oh gosh!!
izit true wat i juz found out...???
OMG

ok...tu jek impression aku after ku kol elly...aku ingatkan yg im dreaming but ternyata tidak coz aku now pat keje...heheheh....

to u...
i do feel comfortable wif u...n i do admit dat i like u...but for me to make d 1st move...no way ok...im a gal seh...tkkn gal nak make d 1st move kan...hehehehe....but who cares...i have to admit...i do like u...n i hope dat tings can work out between us,but we still hav to get to know each other more...coz i taknk nnt lau kiter rush into r'ship den we break up,we will lose d frenship seh....im really happy wen im wif u...only dat maybe im still afraid bout my past commitment wif my ex...n im afraid dat if i hope too much frm u i'll end up in d losing part...i dont want to get hurt again seh...i've suffer enuff in my luv life n i dont want another suffering...if tings work out between us...all i want is ur trust n TLC.i dont like to be control or controllin others...but for now...we juz go wif d flow...unless dat u r sure wif ur feelings den come forward n tell me...i'll be waiting for u n will accept u wif open arms...i luv u...

ceybah...aku mode feeling2 sak...heheeh...tis is wat i feel now...aku tau korg mesti ckp...dont rush into r'ship la gal...its too early...n watever lah...i noe k...im taking tings slowly...for now juz wait n see....

Im Sorry,GoodBye.......

Sebelum bertemu denganmu hidupku bahagia
Semenjak bertemu denganmu ku makin bahagia
Semakin lama aku semakin tahu tentang engkau
Sedikit kecewa ternyata engkau tak baik

Pertama-tama semua manis yg engkau berikan
Membuat aku merasakan cinta sebenarnya
Semakin hari semakin terungkap yg sesungguhnya
Ku makin kecewa ternyata kau penuh dusta

(Korus)
Maafkan ku harus pergi
Ku tak suka dengan ini
Aku tak bodoh
Seperti kekasihmu yang lain

Terima kasih oh Tuhan
Kau tunjukkan siapa dia
Maaf kita putus
So thank you so much
I’m sorry, goodbye

Seribu cara kau membuaiku dengan puitis
Maybe kau lupa bahwa aku pun juga manusia
Yang punya mata, punya hati, dan perasaan
Maaf aku pergi dan takkan untukmu lagi



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tis song really suit those who ever hurt ma feeling...
mukakakakak.....im more happy now...w/o u all by my side...
tahnx u sooooooo much!
=====================================

thnx 4 luvin me....

tis is dedicated to him...whom now i treat as a bro n a gd fren.....

u came into my life soon after i get to noe evry1 in the grp....u r kindda jiwa kwn...its good...but wen u ask me to be ur someone...im shocked...its like u dont even know me inside out den u want to be wif me....i admit dat i do like u but to be wif u dat tym its still too early...i did ask u to wait if u really luv me...u said u will.wen i join in d 2nd outing to dat ghosthunting trip i admit dat i been kindda moody rite after d trip...im sory dat u pon terkene tempias my sikap yg tgh moody dat tym...den i noe dat u were angry as u tros tak layan i...i kindda feel guilty but u noe dat luv cant be force kan...wen came to dat person bday...i was shocked dat u kip going here n dere wif her...im ok wif it coz its ur life...u r d one who choose it...he ever ask wether im jealous bout u n her or not...seriously im not but in my mind i was like thinking...sekejapnyer cinta u da beralih arah...???WTH seh...but im ok wif it coz i noe dat maybe u found sum1...its fine wif me...as i never promise u anyting....

den once again the prob arise....after u read my blog bout him...it seems dat u kindda jealous wat happen betwin us...

u kip on asking me y its hard for me to accept u rite...
my ans will be....its not hard but its juz dat its tooooo early for us to get committed...get to noe each other first my darl b4 u wanna spend ur days wif sum1 whom u r proud to call GF!!!

u tell me dat u only luv me rite....
my ans...its kindda bullshit u noe dat!if u only luv me u wont be wif her...

now my advise to u is dat.....
since u n her r together....dont play out wif her feelings...she luvs u my dear...treat her nicely....since u ade tu niat nak get married to her...den learn to be a good hubby n a good daddy....i wish u all the best...seeing u happy wif her will make me happy too....thanx for luvin me my dear...


===++DISCLAIMER++===
to those who dont really noe wats happening betwin me and tis person mention in here...juz ignore it ok.. its all in d past...for now we r only fren..im sory if tis blog cause hatred or watever shitty feelings im sory ok...juz pouring out wat is being kept in my heart...wa da tknk simpan masaalah lagik lah....fed up tau...fening!!!!!

WTH

me being vain

y its bout her again???

pompan nie kan tak abis2 kasi masaalah lah....aku tak tau nak ckp ape kat dia seh....aku pon taknak ckp ngan dia lagik...kiter semua dah pangkah dia....n aku rasa bdk2 lain pon dah pangkah dia...dia da drop nick SyaitAM tu dah lah....ni nak back up diri sendirik akai nick syaitAM...ape jek...dia tak sedar ker yg dia tu dah di pulaukan oleh bdk2 syaitam??nmpk sah ni pompan tak sedar dirik ah...wa tak tau nak ckp ape agik...dia tk abis2 nak kasi masaalah jek....now pat am nga hangat ade org buat blog pasal dia...dahtu babitkan syaitam juz bcoz dektu pon dr syaitam...ape nie???aku tak paham ah org2 nie semua...selidik dulu sebelum bersuare....PAHAM????!!!!

nari hari wa bingit...

~untitled~

y it happen wen u really luv sum1 truly....happen to drop by his profile in tagged,wat he said in his profile i dont noe whom it were meant for...dont really tink its abt me...coz i noe dat he dont luv me n wont really care bout me...below is wat he said in his profile...i quote sum of it...

"Helmi Boi say
Cinta itu aneh, sukar ditafsirkan.datangnya bukan dari paksaan, perginya pula tanpa kerelaan. Mungkin benar tatkalakita kehilangan barulah kita menyedari,mungkin benar saat kita terluka barulah kita mengerti,mungkin benar bila kita rasa rindu yang sangat dalam, barulah kita sedari berapa besar makna dan erti seseorang bagi kita. Sayang, mengertilah hati ku ini yang terluka , nantikan ku di pintu syurga, hanya airmata ......menjadi teman hidup ku "

"Aku dan dia
Kini semuanye berakhir tanpa kata-kata, hanya kenangan aku dan dia bermain di benak fikiranku.Entah mengapa ku masih merindui dah menyayangi nya, munkin kerana cinta yang amat dalam. Tapi dikau tak mengerti isi hati ku. Dikau pergi mementingkan segala yang ada di sekelilingmu, tanpa hiraukan perasaan dan pengorbananku selama ini. Hanya airmata yang menjadi teman setia hidupku ... "

if it were really meant for me im willing to get back to him...but too bad it wasnt for me...eventhou he dont say...i knew it....juz hope dat d girl dat he meant in tis quote comes back to him...he really luv u...im returning him to u...

n to helmi/emi....i juz hope dat u will be happy wif whoever u choose to be wif...i sacrifice alot for u...but u have neve appreciate me...be happy...coz by seeing u happy it would make me happy too...may ur life is blessed..

Apa Artinya Cinta????

Tiba-tiba engkau ada
Kemudian engkau hadir
Laksana kerdil ku memeluk
Lihat aku lebih dalam

Di matamu ku melihat
Ada cinta yang tersirat
Sirami hati merebak

Barangkali aku salah
Ku terdiam bukan bisu
Tahu engkau besar malu
Tutupi rasa gelisah

Biar saja waktu nanti
Yang menikmati kisah ini
Bersamamu aku senang

Belum juga kah kau menyadarinya
Akulah yang pantas untuk kau cintai
Di bawah langit biru aku bersumpah
Diriku tanpamu apa artinya cinta

cinta ini sudah menelan waktuku
Siang malam hanya untuk pikirkan engkau
Sejuta kali aku berani bersumpah
Diriku tanpamu apa artinya cinta

Biar saja waktu nanti
Yang menikmati kisah ini
Bersamamu aku senang

Belum juga kah kau menyadarinya
Akulah yang pantas untuk kau cintai
Di bawah langit biru aku bersumpah
Diriku tanpamu apa artinya cinta

My Workpiece

im sooooo damn bored at werk....tis is wat i do wif all my pix....hahahaha....boring tahap maksimum seh.....haiz.....tgk lah pix aku nie ehk....wat i c is dat muka aku nie cam berubah ubah ah....got any comments or not???wa pelik ah tgk muka wa sendirik....but some jek lah yg lain...ade yg same ajer...lu org comments skit...hehehehe.....

adios amigos...
aku berambos...

moving on...???

tings have been goin on very smooth....im moving on...he's happy now wif his new found love(or shld i say target)...as for me...im moving on....cant u see???of cos u cant...as u can only read it....hehehehehe.......


been goin out too frequent now....hahaha...it so not me ok to go out nearly evryday....for now i prefer to be out rather den sit at home n tink bout all d stupid probs dat evolve arnd me....kindda suck u noe....for now i dont really care...i go out wif evry1 n wif whoever i want....


lately i heard tounges wagging bout me....rumours have been spread dat i got somting on wif diddy....WTF seh...doesnt mean tat we took pix together means dat we r bf/gf rite???all these ppl got nutin to do izzit??!! first it was him n now diddy...next who is goin to be the target???!!! cant be bothered wif u ppl man...WTH!!! im single wat...i can go out wif whoever i wish to go out wif ok....i dont ask u for money to go out rite???!!! dont really care bout tis gossip....to hell wif it....cant be bothered coz i cant close ppls mouth,once u r tired wif gossippin...den u'll stop....so go on n be a gossip monger n spread stories ok??! i cant be bother wif ya.

for those cuzin of mine dat noe wat happen to me lately....im tellin u ppl dat im moving on....im starting life afresh...turnin over a new leaf can be kindda hard but im changing for good....dont ya ppl worry ok??n plssss.....dont ever matchmake me wif anyone ok?im not interested at d moment...heheheheh.....let me find d love of my life....haiz....tho its kindda hard... *winks*

time check:7:28pm
im @ werk da dey....
got work to do...
adios...

Date wif Diddy Sanchez(hahahah)

mit up wif diddy after he finish werk....kindda weird rite???(i noe)but ok lah....at least i dont tink much bout my prob wen go out wif him....ketawe all d way seh....dia biasa ah ngan lawak bodoh dia n muka slamber dia....i was away frm all prob for awhile....but wen i reach werk...zappp....al the prob dtg alik seh.....we mit up at City Hall...diddy biasa lmbt....bingit jek aku kene tgu....after dat we go ps den buy sumting to eat n lepak kat istana park...korg jgn pikir lain k...kiter lepak tmpt open...ukan tmpt sunyi....here are some pix taken by me....jgn terkejutsz k....wa ngan diddy takde paper...we r JUST FRIEND!!!!



isap rokok ngan muka2 seh...



OMG....im crushed!!!



purrrfect!!!



ware r u luking at diddy????





k korg njoy lah ehk....asal jgn uat gosip sua....aku ngan dia tkde paper....lau satu AM tau...mampos aku....kecoh......k lah....gtg.....will post more if im not lazy...heheheh....adios amigos.....

pls get outta ma lyf....

seandainya dpt ku putarkan masa....akan ku hentikan nye dr bergerak....ku ingin berada dlm waktu itu saja....alangkah bahagia nya aku di saat itu....mungkin aku buta...atau kurang pernilaian...sesungguhnya cinta itu buta dan boleh membutakn org yg bercinta.....


pertama kali ku berjumpa dgn nya...mata bertentang mata(hehehehe....da mcm citer industan plak)aku tak tau knaper aku feel tu mcm ah...but i juz ignore dat feeling....den thru d upcuming meet up too i feel dat way but i juz ignore dat feeling....until to the mit up lately for his bday....i dunno y...he's so weird dat day....maybe he had drink too much or....i dunno....after the cake cutting @ mamak...we went for karaoke @ party world...having so much fun...at bout 4 after karaoke,kiter decide to go makan at mamak again....me and him walk 1st...we didnt wait for d others....wen we walk past heeran...i did ask him is he ok??den he say..."if im not ok naper u taknk hold my hand??" i was like...huh...ok juz hold hands nutin wrong per....den we walk as we talk...suddenly he came up the topic bout us...he say dat he noes dat i like him since d 1st mit up...i was like shock seh....den he ask me to confess....k fine...for the very 1st tym in my life aku confess kat sum1 yg aku tol2 suker kat dia...den he ask y him....i juz say dat "i juz like u d way u r...i dont care of ur status and age...since u ask me to confess den i've said my side of story...but dont u worry...i wont force u in this...." den i ask him to confess anyting dat he wanna say....he say "i oso like u but giv me sumtime coz i nid to settle lots of probs..." den d ting dat i dont xpect to happen is dat...he kish me on my lips....i was like....WTF sia.....giler per dekni....aku da mcm nak ketawa pon ade but tgk muka dia serious ku pon tak jadik nak ketawa....at 1st i was happy but in a split second aku change akunyer mind seh....i tink back...dgn gal lain dia leh kish n pelok sana sini....ape lagik ngan aku nie yg jauh lebih muda dr dia....haiz....kindda weird dat nite but im happy....wen @ mamak...he was like nak blang evrybody per...aku da tkut org spot seh...but dia sardin jek....so aku pon layankan je lah coz aku tot da mabuk....so d next day wen aku online...i ask him dia he noes wat he say last nyte....he juz say dat "im sory but let leave it to time n fate..."so i was like ok lah since ko da ckp gitu aku ok jek ah.....


after dat incident aku admit kiter makin rapat....n i kindda feel jeles biler dia selit pat pompan lain....but after d incident pat chalet aku....i say i promise myself to ignore him n juz treat him as a bro jek....

tym kat chalet aku...tat is wen i feel totally upset sak....dia menyelit pat si brand esbok tu....menyirap darah aku....nasib baik tym dorg go 7-11 aku tak ikot...coz ayie dtg...ku citer pat ayie den aku plak kene marah...pe seh....haiz....from now on ku rasa ku tkkn get committed easily....aku tak pernah rasa upset terok nie mcm....im moving on now....im happy for him to found a new target....let him be...

wat goes arnd cums arnd.....

Whine Up!!!

Kat Deluna-Whine Up

Sampai ku menutup mata.......

embun di pagi buta
menebarkan bau basah
detik demi detik ku hitung
inikah saat ku pergi

oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
berikanlah aku hidup
takkan ku sakiti dia
hukum aku bila terjadi

reff: aku tak mudah mencintai
aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta
aku tak mudah mengatakan
aku jatuh cinta

senandungku hanya untuk cinta
tirakatku hanya untuk engkau
tiada dusta sumpah ku cinta
sampai ku menutup mata
cintaku sampai ku menutup mata

oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
berikanlah aku hidup
takkan ku sakiti dia
hukum aku bila terjadi

Iz Tis Called Fate???

sesungguhnya cinta itu aneh....mengapa harus ku bercinta lagi....mengapa ku jatuh cinta lagi....???dan mengapa dia???

saat ku bersamanya amat singkat....saat ku mengenalinya juga begitu...tapi mengapa aku ade parasaan padanya....i juz hate myself...i can easily fall in luv but cant easily forget a person dat i luv.....shit seh.....bingit pon ade.....but i juz cant stop thinkin bout him....he is a very nice person...eventhough our age gap is diff....feels like he's d one dat i like....mungkin blom takdir aku nak dpt dia kot...but seriously i was sooooooooo happy seh....smlm i feel like dunia nie aku yg punya...lau bleh aku cam tknk alik jek....hehehehehe....but afteall it takes time to win his heart....haiz....may fate brot us together one day.....amin.....

my belated bday gifts

thnx to aunt hazel n kak ida for tis gift...its for my belated 21st bday...thnx alot...luv tis watch....