Shld i stop this feeling or shld i tell him the truth?????

I shld stop myself from falling in luv with him.....i noe im not his cuppa tea...so before i hurt myself by falling in luv n get rejected by him,....mite as well i force myself to stop luvin....and stop fallin for him......

i realize this feeling wen i was on my way to KL for my cuzin's wedding during CNY period....he was suppose to call me b4 i go...but maybe he's angry with me so until i reach tuas checkpoint i cant get thru him....i was super sad the whole journey.....i did msg him using mum's fone n his reply was juz "ok"....

i dunt understand y i fall for him....wen he ask me wether i reject rizan n max is becoz of him....den i realize dat i've been comparing dem with him....he's so complete in my eyes....i even told rizan dat i was attached with sumone n dat sumone i potray as him....hahahaahhaha....feeling2 kan?tau.....

apa yg buat aku suka n syg pada dia....??? dats wat i kip asking myself... i dunt noe the answer....i juz did......he's a caring person thou....tapi aku kene sedar diri...he wont go with my kind of gal who is ugly n fat....sungguh tak sepadan kan???hehehehehehe.....

Wan....y u came into my life??? r u sent to me by god to be juz a fren or more den dat???i juz dunno y muz i fall for u....im sorry but i juz did....dats y whenever u moody or marah i'll always say sorry as i dunt wanna lose u......not anymore pls....i've had enuff of losing all the pplz i luv n care for.....pls stay for this tym....but im sorry dat i wrote this.....n i noe u kindda angry with me now.....takmo marah k dear.....pls.......


ps: u noe wat....bila u ckp psl dah malas tu....i was really hoping dat it wont happen to me.....but if its happening....pls dunt ignore me,juz tell me the truth n i'll simply go....go out of ur life....aitez??


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