APA ITU CINTA????

APA ITU CINTA??? dats the title of the tv series dat im currently watching....ia benar2 menunjukkan kisah seseorang yg mencari cinta bersama teman2 nyer....tgh syok layan citer nie...tiba2 hati ku bertanya kepada diri sendiri....APA ITU CINTA??? benarkah cinta itu benar2 wujud dlm diri ku? hmmmm..... ntah lah ehk....susah nak dijangkakan.... hatiku sering berkata kata....sama ada si DIA yg mengatakan cinta itu benar2 bermaksud utk menyatakn nya atau pon sebaliknya..... hmmmmm..... ku jejaki memori silam ku dgn mereka yg pernah mengatakn I LOVE YOU.

ok.... lets start with ERMIE, cinta? apa kata dia? cinta yg ku berikan padanya dianggap seperti ntah apa2 ntah lar.... dia tak pernah menyintai aku tapi mengatakn i luv u juz for da sake of saying it....guys....hopefully now he's happy wif his wife! den came WANDY, he was there wen i broke up wif ermie, giving lots of advice n end up i fall for him...sayin I LOVE YOU...but didnt mean it...always got no tym for me... apa erti cinta padanya??? cinta = nafsu??? atau sebaliknya??? still finding the answer...haiz... den came YAN, kenal da lama tapi tak pernah jumper... like him the way he potray himself over the fone... said dat he luv me, but im not too sure....tak jumpe camner bleh luv kan? i even told him dat we cant be together.... he is perfect in everything...n me? lotsa flaws.... wat if he said he luv den wen we mit he said dat he hate? aiyo....kan susah tu mcm.....lagipon wen i went to his profile kat tagged....bnyk btol kekasih dia....parah2....

bleh lost count tau org yg ckp i luv u but dunt noe how to mean it....so far i havent find HIM who said I LOVE YOU and REALLY MEAN IT!!!!! klakar kan manusia nie....tak tau apa yg sebenarnya dicari.... masih mencari dlm gelap.... masihkan ada cahaya di dlm kegelapan itu....oh...b4 i 4get....there's this guy....noe him for years already....confess dat he really luv n care for me....n i DID eventually fall for him.... n i even let my cuzin get to noe him.... n now.... as wat i heard frm cuzzie, he confess to her dat he like her.... haiz..... cant he decide??? dunno wat happen between him n cuzzie... last wk when i met my fren i saw him, so said dat he still luv me... n straight away i tell him.... u luv me or my cuzzie? he said dat he luv me, n he like my cuzin..... dlm hati aku berkata, dari syg boleh bertukar menjadi benci.... dari suka boleh bertukar menjadi cinta/kasih/sayang.... correct me if im wrong.... i dunt wanna risk myself of gettin hurt again.....

im sick of getting hurt,crying every night.... bosan lah mcm tu.... for now...im looking for a freind...friend dat i can rely on....teman ketawa,suka dan duka...skarang im kindda close to HAZMADI aka MADI.. noe him from tagged...n currently in contact wif him via fone...he's a great fren...kuat nyakat... suka carik pasal.... always miss him n his voice when he's not there....haahahahaha klakar kan....aku suka kacau dia by calling him BIE...follow the way dlm cite 2x5Dol....hehehehe....lucky he dunt mind....aku rasa i start calling him dat actually masa tu aku tgh ngantok n dunt realise wat im talking bout....sebab tu skarang lau bobal...i will always hang up if i start feel sleepy already....tkut aku merepek bende2 yg tak sepatutnyer....but guess wat....aku blom lagik jumper ngan dia....hahahhahaha..... bila agaknyer nak jumpe ehk????haiyo..... fening lar....MADI...lau baca blog nie takya kembang k kene puji....u tu dalah got babyface....takya nak senyum lebih2 k...nnt i cair....susah u nnt....heheheheheheh......

CINTA????? apa ertinya cinta??? apa kata cinta??? apa itu cinta??? akan terleraikah segala jawapan ini????atau ia akan menjadi tanda tanya sehingga SI DIA yg really mean it wen saying it...dtg mengetuk pintu hatiku ini???? haiz.... impian sang puteri tak akan selalunya dpt dikecapi....mungkin sang ibu pari2 ku blom tiba utk menghayunkan tongkat sakti nya pada ku utk menjadi seorg putri idaman ramai org.....utk skarang aku hanya lah puteri yg hodoh dan tak disenangi...... sang puteri hodoh ingin beradu sebentar....smpi disini saja nukilan isi hatiku ini......