he's my dearest???

dearest is on outfield training again....and on Vday he still on outfield...miss him actually....hahahahahaha....althou he's nobody to me...but he's the most dearest to me now...he care for me lots...wen i got probs...he's always dere to giv me piece of advice..he's da one dat i always turn to apart frm cuzzie teanee n cuzzie ddq...dont noe y we can "click" easily eventhou we juz gotta noe each other..it seems like we hav known for years...

on our first date...we went for a moviee...watched body#19...although the movie kindda lame...but its scary...hhahaha...and i always grab hold of his arm damn tight till i leave a scar i tink...hahahaha....after da movie he send me to werk...in da mrt we talk more bout each other...he send me till my office lobby coz i told him dat i dont dare to walk alone....hahahahaha...as if...

he's such a nice guy...happy to be fren wif him...hopefully this frenship of us will last....but!!!! theres one thing im afraid of is me...im easy to fall in luv...n its really suck if i fall for him....i dont wanna lost the frenship...if he reciprocate my feeling ok lah kan....hahahaha....but afterall i do treasure tis frenship....miss u dearest....back home soon aitez!