Thnx for ur luv Hunn....

261007 marks our 2mths dating....thnx hunn for the tym dat we spend together....its really meaningful to me eventhou for awhile..as u hav to go to work...Hunn..luv u alot dear...i was so shock wen u called me up to mit me....hahahahaha....i tot dat im dreaming...but no...my baby did call me to mit me....im sooooo happy....we mit up at ur place...spend tym together...im so happy to c u dear....i dont tink im gonna giv out to u the letter dat i type out wen im super sad.....hope u understand wat i mean hunn....here d letter goes...




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Saturday 24/11/2007


Dear Wandy….

Its been a while since we met each other…just hope dat u r doing fine with ur life…even though I’m ur GF…I had never feel like one…u were so bz…my calls were ignored n all my smses were unrplyed by u….y dear…??Sometym I tink dat we r strangers….y must im d only one have to understand u?y u had never understand me??can u try to understand me n my feelings? I don’t want tis relationship to break…I sayang n cintakan u tapi pernah kah u meluahkan kata2 itu pada i??

Sayang…hari2 yg I lalui tak pernah bhagia…I slalu fikir…adakah ini balasan tuhan pada i???Balasan kerana menyakiti hati org lain…Syg…I tak sanggup lagik dibiarkan begini…I feel abandoned…diri I nie seperti tak pernah dihargai oleh u…apa salah I dear??Setiap mlm I menangis sendirian…memikirkan sejauh mana tis relationship will last…I don’t wanna break up wif u…I luv u wholeheartedly….u were there for me wen Ermie left me…but wen we were together in a relationship…u were always bz…I don’t noe y….am I too controlling??but as far as I noe I had never control u…im being understanding…I noe dat u r werkin in a bar n u’ll be bz all the tym…but dear….org lain pon keje…mcm mana sibok skalipon dorg tetap ada masa utk berjmpe GF dorg…did u try to act bz or u running away frm me….if its true mcm mana yg my fren ckp yg mungkin u ade gal lain….trus terang dgn I dear….jika dia dpt membahagia kan u…I rela melepaskan u…walaupon hati I akan terluka…I rela demi kebahagiaan u….Dear…I terlalu rindukan u…I miss ur touch…ur hug…I wanna be in ur arms now…mungkin org akan kata I giler…baru sebulan lebih dah syg gile babi…but trust me….once I luv dat sumone…I’ll always luv dat person…I berikan segalanya utk org yg I sayang…So far…im the only one who always msg or kol u…tak pernah skali pon I dpt sms dari u bertnyer kabar i…mmg I tak pernah mengharap tapi sebagai GF u I akan rasa gembira dan bahagia biler u wat mcm tu walaupon I tau u tak akan buat…Dear…kadang kala I sendiri merasa cemburu melihat kemesraan kak dik dgn abg faizal….dorg tu slalu bersama…atleast I’ll hear dat abg faizal will call him atleast once or d least msg…tapi i…I tak pernah rasa semua tu dgn u….i hilang tmpt bermanja…tmpt I kongsi masaalah i…kenapa dear….y are we driftin apart..???

Dear….i dah penat nak fakir tentang semua nie….im tired of crying n im sick of trying….Biarlah apa org nak kata…cinta I ttp pada u dan I akan tetap setia pada u….biaralh masa menentukan segalanya…I hanya berserah pada takdir….sekiranya ada jodoh kita….pasti suatu hari u akan mengerti dan memahami perasaan i….dan saat itu u akan tahu betapa I cintakan u…I tak akan putuskan hubungan ini…biar I sengsara dan merindui u selalu…kerana I tau cinta I hanya utk u….mengertilah syg bahawa cintaku hanyalah utkmu….tiada duanya….aku sayang kepadamu sepenuh jiwaku….aku akan terus menanti dan setia menanti agar pintu hatimu terbuka utk mengerti perasaan ku padamu….hanya kau dihatiku…

Happy 2mths Anniversary To My Dearest Wandy…
I will always luv u….
Only wif u my luv grows….

Hannah & Wandy
26/09/2007

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its 2 days b4 i mit u up hunn....i was soooo down dat day n decided to type it out to release my sadness....kindda feeling thou the letter rite....wakakakakakak....tis is me....i may look garang but actually lembik nak mampus n cenggeng....hunn....luv u alot....cant wait to mit u on our off day....luv u hunn....