duh!!!

lately been bz to upload post for bloggie....seems at work once i enter blogger...the server tend to be slow.but its ok...lately ting at home is abit tensed...evrybody is so stressful...ayah is going overseas for 3mth....sedih kan...i never terpisah from ayah seh but only for once jek tym ayah n mummy go haji...sedangkan sebulan je dorg tglkan me,me da demam mcm nak rak...ari2 demam..mlm tido asik nangis...den tis tym ayah go for 3mths,den blom tentu ari raye ayah dpt alik seh...n for the very first tym we raya w/o ayah...n dont tink we will celebrate coz mummy say the raya wont be meaningful w/o ayah...haiz...dalah tis year raya aku single agik...den ayah plak tkde...boring seh...nasib baik ayah tak jadik pegi b4 my bday...but he will be goin on the 18july...n its like only in few days time...been countin d days seh...rasa mcm sedih gitu...haiz...u can say watever u wanna say lah...im juz ayah n mummy's girl...maybe coz im the only girl in the family n dat is y im more close to mummy and ayah....evryday ayah would send me to work...if now ayah pegi...who will send me to work???who will wait for me if i went home late...who will cook for me if mummy's not goin to cook...haiz...ayah...im gonna miss u so much...