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its been so long since i upload anyting here.....been bz since the new module started.....life has been damn suck for me.....

im juz farking tired now....damn lazy to type for now....maybe later part will update more bout wat has been happening!

KL trip 020309-050309

Went to kl wif sis yana,lyd n mirza....had a great tym wif them....each of us nyer crazyness terserlah.....hahahahahaha.....

actually at 1st it was all girls trip but aku pelawa mirza to follow and he agreed to it...i was so delighted sia....atleast i can be near to sumone i've been having crush on.....hehehehehehe....mentel sak aku......

but wat happen in kl tak disangka....my mood swing went haywire....i got my period on the 2nd day....mood swing giler babi ah.....asik bertekak jek ngan mirza....cian dia....celik mata jek bertekak,mkn bertekak,jln bertekak...ada jek yg nak diargue kan....but thnx to him dat dia tak marah aku although aku mcm sial n perangai kat dia....bila pikir balik tak patut sak aku...but during the trip...i lost control of my emotion,...haiz....baik2 aku nak declare dat i had a crush on him...tros terbantut sia....n i guez dats explain y he change wen we r back here.



i noe dat he's totally mad at me n i admit my mistake but wat i cant accept is dat he said dat im an attention seeker...my nature is dat my manjaness n spoilt bratness is shown n sis yana n lyd dah paham sngt lah kan....but not him i guess...dats y dia ckp aku nie attention seeker.... but helooooo mister....i dunt seek for ur attention okey!!!!! tak suka leh bobal ah...takya nak ckp aku nie lah tu lah.....haiz....

im totally upset with him....wat he said has been repeatedly playin in my mind evrytime aku tgk pic dia.....BENCI!!!!! i hate u mirza..... lyd suro aku confess kat dia dat i luv him....but i gues shld juz let it be....blom confess da panggil aku attention seeker...apa lagik lau aku confess seh....haiz.....agaknyer dia mungkin ckp yg aku nie tak sedar diri kot nak kat dia.....i had enuff of upsetness so pls dunt add up to it......let the feeling stay ware it shld...he dont nid to noe bout it.....

but wat really touch my heart is dat he bought me a lv lighter....n pass it to me b4 we board the bus to go back to sg.....i feel like crying sia....tat lighter will always be kept safely...its the only memory dat i hav bout him other den our pix....




hopefully he will realize dat im not like wat he tink i am.....


luv,
pryncesshannahlicious


" sang puteri sngt sedih akan kehilangan putra mirza yg sudah menjadi seorg sahabat yg baik baginya.... "

Thnx for everyting

Guess dat i shld juz kip tis feeling to myself....he doesnt hav to noe bout it....let it be my secret forever....

thnx for all the memories tat u've given me...appreciate it n will remember it till the day i die....u're such a swit person to be with....all those hopes dat i have has gone down the drain...u've changed....u're not the same person i used to noe....

sedangkan pantai lagi kan berubah...inikan pula hati manusia...and apa yg berlaku ini telah i duga since i 1st saw u....i dah agak tis ting will happen....but didnt xpect it to be tis soon....

my only hope is dat u be happy wif whoever u r wif now...


Luv,
Pryncesshannahlicious


"Sang Puteri telah hilang segalanya"

Eve of Vday

Received a call frm sumone i've been waiting for....Wan called me up on 130209 @ 1857hrs...detail seh...hahahahah.....He ask me out....i didnt xpect it sia.....dats wat i've been waiting for as he's always bz wif gerai...

Out for a movie date with Wan....we watch New In Town...i had a g8 time with him...we sit and talk as we wait for our movie to start at 2325hrs....

My thot was that he gonna be very cold towards me as he has been ignoring me for a wk...he told me that he's on reservist n apologize for ignoring me...."Dear...ur apology accepted k...." heheheheh....

i enjoyed his accompany....we were so close as if we have always met b4....he treat me very nice....i really didnt xpect tat its goin to be dat way....OMG...pls...dont let me fall for him....i dunt wanna fall n get hurt again...

Thnx for da treat dear....its such a suprise to see u on eve of Vday thou u didnt celebrate it....heheheheheh....miss u dearly....hahahahahah....


sang putri harus menahan dirinya dari jatuh cinta...
kerana sang putri tak ingin disakiti lagik...
sang putri sentiasa berdoa dipertemukan
bersama sang putra yg menerimanya seadanya...

Luv,
Pryncess HannahLicious

Shld i stop this feeling or shld i tell him the truth?????

I shld stop myself from falling in luv with him.....i noe im not his cuppa tea...so before i hurt myself by falling in luv n get rejected by him,....mite as well i force myself to stop luvin....and stop fallin for him......

i realize this feeling wen i was on my way to KL for my cuzin's wedding during CNY period....he was suppose to call me b4 i go...but maybe he's angry with me so until i reach tuas checkpoint i cant get thru him....i was super sad the whole journey.....i did msg him using mum's fone n his reply was juz "ok"....

i dunt understand y i fall for him....wen he ask me wether i reject rizan n max is becoz of him....den i realize dat i've been comparing dem with him....he's so complete in my eyes....i even told rizan dat i was attached with sumone n dat sumone i potray as him....hahahaahhaha....feeling2 kan?tau.....

apa yg buat aku suka n syg pada dia....??? dats wat i kip asking myself... i dunt noe the answer....i juz did......he's a caring person thou....tapi aku kene sedar diri...he wont go with my kind of gal who is ugly n fat....sungguh tak sepadan kan???hehehehehehe.....

Wan....y u came into my life??? r u sent to me by god to be juz a fren or more den dat???i juz dunno y muz i fall for u....im sorry but i juz did....dats y whenever u moody or marah i'll always say sorry as i dunt wanna lose u......not anymore pls....i've had enuff of losing all the pplz i luv n care for.....pls stay for this tym....but im sorry dat i wrote this.....n i noe u kindda angry with me now.....takmo marah k dear.....pls.......


ps: u noe wat....bila u ckp psl dah malas tu....i was really hoping dat it wont happen to me.....but if its happening....pls dunt ignore me,juz tell me the truth n i'll simply go....go out of ur life....aitez??


Berikan lah kesempatan....
untuk aku menjelaskan....
Agar engkau kan fahami....
Apa yg telah terjadi....

€ im back to skool €

My 1st day at sch was great....although dat not much ppl turn up for the 1st lesson.The lecturer was ok,he's very good n fast.he really explains everything that came up on the slide.He explain all the words that seems strange to me.Although im the only malay in the class....he dont seems to outcast me as the only malay student.but my classmate seems like they dont really like me.i feel left out when they start talking in mandarin.thou i did understand what they said,i juz keep mum...

looking at the book for the whole semester for my diploma in administrative management course,it seems that its not enuff.but Dr Wong,our D101 lecturer,do gave us some notes to rely on,and he even suggest some textbook wich we have to source for it in the library.

today will be my 2nd day at school.i wasnt too sure wats the outcome of it....hahahahaha.....coz today we will be having another lecturer wich i dont noe how the way he teach.hopefully i can strive for the best in pursuing my diploma.....i have to get that piece of paper! and in order to get it,i have to study hard to work on it....its been nearly 3yrs since i left sch so my brain gonna be a bit RUSTY! hahahahahahahha...... have to brush it up to make it shinier....*can i?* hmmmm.....

Ya Allah....may my wish come true....i wanna be the one Mummy and Ayah can rely on.I wanna prove to mamang nordin that me too can make it...me too can be the best!i can make it to the top....!!!!! I want ppl to look high up on me when im oready be the best....coz ppl always look down on me n said that im very stupid and dats the main reason that i keep repeatin my secondary 3 when im in Madrasah.i wanna to prove to all tha im am not like what they thot i am!!! i'll be the best!!! Pryncess will work hard to strive for the best and get my Diploma n Adv Diploma in a year!!!!! Insyaallah!! Amin!!!!!!!!!!

♥Goodbye 2008,Welcome 2009♥

Happy 2009!!!!!!

2008...tahun yang banyak meninggalkan kenangan buat Sang Puteri....segala kenangan pahit dan manis sentiasa dlm ingatan....mereka yg pernah hadir dlm hidupku kini akan kusimpan segala memori itu dan mulakan buku baru....buku baru utk tahun 2009....semoga tahun ini akan menjadi lebih baik utkku.....

saat akhir 2008...i was wif Cuzzie nor and my fren mir...thnx dearest...luv u both....