KL trip 020309-050309

Went to kl wif sis yana,lyd n mirza....had a great tym wif them....each of us nyer crazyness terserlah.....hahahahahaha.....

actually at 1st it was all girls trip but aku pelawa mirza to follow and he agreed to it...i was so delighted sia....atleast i can be near to sumone i've been having crush on.....hehehehehehe....mentel sak aku......

but wat happen in kl tak disangka....my mood swing went haywire....i got my period on the 2nd day....mood swing giler babi ah.....asik bertekak jek ngan mirza....cian dia....celik mata jek bertekak,mkn bertekak,jln bertekak...ada jek yg nak diargue kan....but thnx to him dat dia tak marah aku although aku mcm sial n perangai kat dia....bila pikir balik tak patut sak aku...but during the trip...i lost control of my emotion,...haiz....baik2 aku nak declare dat i had a crush on him...tros terbantut sia....n i guez dats explain y he change wen we r back here.



i noe dat he's totally mad at me n i admit my mistake but wat i cant accept is dat he said dat im an attention seeker...my nature is dat my manjaness n spoilt bratness is shown n sis yana n lyd dah paham sngt lah kan....but not him i guess...dats y dia ckp aku nie attention seeker.... but helooooo mister....i dunt seek for ur attention okey!!!!! tak suka leh bobal ah...takya nak ckp aku nie lah tu lah.....haiz....

im totally upset with him....wat he said has been repeatedly playin in my mind evrytime aku tgk pic dia.....BENCI!!!!! i hate u mirza..... lyd suro aku confess kat dia dat i luv him....but i gues shld juz let it be....blom confess da panggil aku attention seeker...apa lagik lau aku confess seh....haiz.....agaknyer dia mungkin ckp yg aku nie tak sedar diri kot nak kat dia.....i had enuff of upsetness so pls dunt add up to it......let the feeling stay ware it shld...he dont nid to noe bout it.....

but wat really touch my heart is dat he bought me a lv lighter....n pass it to me b4 we board the bus to go back to sg.....i feel like crying sia....tat lighter will always be kept safely...its the only memory dat i hav bout him other den our pix....




hopefully he will realize dat im not like wat he tink i am.....


luv,
pryncesshannahlicious


" sang puteri sngt sedih akan kehilangan putra mirza yg sudah menjadi seorg sahabat yg baik baginya.... "

Thnx for everyting

Guess dat i shld juz kip tis feeling to myself....he doesnt hav to noe bout it....let it be my secret forever....

thnx for all the memories tat u've given me...appreciate it n will remember it till the day i die....u're such a swit person to be with....all those hopes dat i have has gone down the drain...u've changed....u're not the same person i used to noe....

sedangkan pantai lagi kan berubah...inikan pula hati manusia...and apa yg berlaku ini telah i duga since i 1st saw u....i dah agak tis ting will happen....but didnt xpect it to be tis soon....

my only hope is dat u be happy wif whoever u r wif now...


Luv,
Pryncesshannahlicious


"Sang Puteri telah hilang segalanya"