tiring day...

its been so tiring tis few days...been goin to and fro frm hospital n home den to werk...hope obek will get better soon...really worried bout her conditions...rite now goin to the hospital again but cant go home late as im starting on my new job tomorrow...haiz...do pray her her speedy recovery...may god bless her.....

I Got D Job

yezza....im leaving tis company soon....as i got a better job offer @ Tele-Centre.there is a basic pay there rather den my place now....hope me can kekal work in d new company....wish me luckz!!!!

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y is he doing all tis???

y must u msg me again???since u wanna break up,let me heal all the pain by myself...i cant bear to hear ur voice again...but i juz wanna know the reason for all this...i cried alot for u...i juz cant let u go...i dont understand y u did all tis...i juz dont understand y i cant stop luvin u eventhou u broke my heart....stop show to me dat u care after u broke my heart...if u really luv me u wont do tis...i really hate u...u r juz as the same as all those bunch of liars!!!!! I HATE U,I HATE U,I HATE U,I HATE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the interview

juz went for the interview juz now....its seems dat KAY was in a hurry...the interview lasted bout 1/2hr...she ask bout evryting,luckily im prepared for all this nonsense question...hehehe...will hav to wait for their calls...its either she told aunt hazel or she call me herself....hope to get this job....

he msg me!!!

argh!!!!!finally he msg me!!!!i do still luv him k....he msg me tis morning....i was so touched...i tot he hate me....but hmmm....u will never noe wats happening later!!!!!

he said it...

y heaven can be so cruel to me???he has said it...he say dat he cant be wif me...he's asking for a break up...im lost rite now...i dont understand y he do tis to me??wat have i done to him??i really luv him alot..y must he do tis...im really heartbroken rite now...i cant believe dat he's leaving me...i cant live w/o him...i really cant...i luv him alot...emi,y must u said all this???i luv u alot...is tis wat i get for loving u so much...???i.....

Stress To The Core!!!

the whole night been thinking bout the job offer dat i received from aunt hazel...dunno wether shld i take it or not...i try to ask his opinion but he only say dat he's not sure....really stress up wif him...he has ignore me now...wat shld i do...im so sad dat he do dis...cant even get his opinion bout d job...but i have to made up my mind...i tink i will take up tat offer...workin in my company currently suck n stressfull...my memory become worse...tend to be forgetful...haiz....sumtimes can go insane juz by luking at all the stuff dat i nid to update....argh!!!! but i really pity the person dat gonna take over my work...hehehehe....really pity dat person actually....hehehehe.....but who cares...since nobody ever care bout me n my job so why shl i care bout dat person....to hell wif it...hahahaha.....im getting mad now....my workload keep increasing!!!!!!

am i being paranoid???

lately...me keep thinking wat gonna happen between me and him...coz lately i've been feeling insecured..n now he has stop calling me...im not sure wats the reason...even wen i call or msg him,he never reply me...im lost now...dunno wat shld i do???am i too depending on him???i luv him alot...im not sure wat gonna happen to me if we were to broke off???i really cant live w/o him...maybe u would tink tat im crazy or wat but deep inside me nobody knows my luv for him...i cant afford to lose him again...but y he's doin dis to me???y cant he tell me anyting if i did sumting wrong???im really hurt dat he do tis to me...y must all tis tings happen wen i really luv sum1??im so heartbroken...even if he has another girl n dat girl can make him happy juz tell me coz im willing to let him go if he feel happy wif dat girl...juz want him to be happy.im willing to sacrifise my luv for him if dat gerl can make him happy eventhough deep inside me im not willing to let him go....

His Definations Of LOVE

Love(by emi)
Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.
Where there is great love, there are always miracles.
Nothing in life is to be feared. It is only to be understood.

He's the ONE...the luv of my life....

its been abt 3mths me and him are back together...i feel so happy when ever im wif him...eventhou for a short while i still feel happy...lately we had a big fight but im giving in to him as im the one who started it....after all the sorry tingy...i confront him and pour out evryting tat i hav been keeping in my heart....he was so shocked to hear all dat i said...he said dat all tis while i look happy but deep inside me he never know.....now.....he has change for the better...he dont neglect me anymore...we always mit up even for a short while like he fetch me frm werk n send me home...im so contented....he has been showin all his care and concern to me...so happy dat he change...he's not the same old emi dat always got angry bout small2 tingy....all he did really pleased me...now dat i realize dat i cant live w/o him...he's the one dat i luv...may ALLAH blessed my relationship wif him....n oso my parents bless our relationship...im juz waiting for the rite tym to bring him home...hhehehehe....

new to this

hi...im currently new to tis...im doin sum upgrading here...do cum back for more aitez....thnx alot....

the luv of my life....

its been quite sometime i've been thinkin bout tis...im not sure whether i've made the rite choice or not...i ever leave him once,as im not sure wat is his feelings for me as he never say it to me...at tat tym..i really luv him alot but afraid to get rejected,i leave him w/o confess my feeling for him...maybe im stupid at dat tym...den few mths after i left him,i keep lookin for him as we lost each others contact num...but wen i saw him at my cuzins wedding takin pix beside a gurl,i was so angry n hurt...few wks after d wedding,i saw him on msn n wen he ask bout my status i juz say dat im attached eventhough at tat tym im single...i feel so hurt as i really luv him but i dint wanna confess.but last mths,he called me up after so long i never hear his voice,feel like crying wen he confess to me dat he has luv me eversince we r juz a fren n b4 i left him...i was so shocked at 1st but wen the thought of him and dat girl at d wedding i ask him to declare his relationship wif dat girl...wat make me feel dat im stupid is dat girl is his fren gf.how stupid am i to jump into conclusion n judge him as a playa...but after all his luv has conquer my heart n i pray to ALLAH,dat he will be the last one...really luv him alot...n guess wat...me too have confess to him...but rite now we r still adjusting our tym due to his hectic schedule...he always bz....hmmm....dunno bz with wat...but on weekends surely miss him lots as he went wif his family to their house at jb....hmm...guess i hav to be more give in to him...